Saturday, December 31, 2011 ♥
i love my life ♥


time flies
is 31/12 again
last day of 2011


reviewed my past achievement this year and
realised i have achieved far more from what i expected
no doubt
all the hard works, worries, stress, plannings and solutions
nobody could ever imagined how far i have gone
and how much effort i have put in to make all these
impossible dreams happened this year


i'm grateful
thank you for my super supportive parents
gave me everything
they could in realising my dreams



thanks a lot! 
daddy and mummy even flew with me to Melbourne
just to make sure i settle down well


for once i want to give up for what i'm heading to
dad and mum came up to me
motivated and eradicate all my fear
they said they support me for whatever i'm doing
with all they can
everything will be fine
世事岂能尽如人意
they believes in their little princess


and so i ended up in Melbourne from Feb - July
spent a semester in Monash Peninsula! :)




my wonderful family in Melbourne - mum's best friend!
thank you for everything!


 met the most awesome housemates ever!!!


 of course nevertheless Berwick gang! :D


 Brighton Beach with love


 my partner-in-crime in Frankston from HK!


 and i randomly brought these girl
to some dodgy place to see pelicans
HAHAHAHAHA!
thank you for trusting your xiao friend. LOL!


 best memory in Beaconfield Ave - Oyster and Wine session
we actually gone so tipsy and crazy LOL!


memorable 7-days girls trip to Sydney!


 
Brisbane and Gold Coast trip with my besties


down south of Melbourne to Mornington


lavender garden


hot spring in Mornington


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spent half a year of 2011 in Melbourne
with awesome bunch of people


i got back to Malaysia for 5 weeks
with all the hassles complications stress worries and etc
i still enjoyed life back home
which i literally live like a queen!
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!


 awesome bunch of people i cherish a lot


 got all these lovely stuff once i got back in my room
bf bought a shirt,
a bottle of Ferrero Rocher (which packaged by himself)
so cute when he actually youtube how to wrap the ribbon
hahaha and one of his formal shirt :)))


 clubbing with my brother
yea we are awesome like that
love him so much!!! 


 popo decided to come to KL from Melaka
cause i will be at home alone
and she decided to accompany and cook for me everyday
till i almost left to Sweden


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with all the effort i have put in
August, 2011
email came, mail came, every documents arrived
i got accepted by oldest university
in northern Europe
Uppsala University, Sweden


after spending my 5 weeks in Malaysia
coming back from Melbourne

and so i packed again
left Malaysia again
this time
to Sweden for another half a year


when the weather is still good that i can wear a spaghetti top 


till i have to wear like a bak zhang everyday


picture from my 6th floor room! so beautiful!


nevertheless met many awesome people in my exchange life
had damn a lot of fun as you can see from the picture
HAHAHAHAHA! :D



many of our friends visited Sweden


and of course
my lovely bf decided to fly over the sea from England
just to see me in Sweden
spent a week with him
and i cried like almost flooded Uppsala when he left
thank you for everything my love! 


 went to Copenhagen and met the famous Little Mermaid


 went to my dream rave party
Sensation White, 2011 in Copenhagen
partied with 40,000 people from all over the world
House Music ftw! :D


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booked flight ticket went back to Malaysia again
just to attend my brother's wedding in November
spent the 10 days
happiest moment in 2011
million thanks to parents
i just burned super big hole in their pocket
i didn't even dare to even think about it
so skip that ............


had the most memorable wedding dinner
so happy for my brother and his wife
after 7 years
finally they got married! 


 family portrait in Melaka wedding dinner


nobody knows how much they love me but me 


 with the bf's parents in my brother's KL wedding dinner


thank you for spending all of your time
during the 10 days i back to Malaysia
fetching me and keep me accompanied
spent your time with my family during my bro's wedding
must award you with some title like
best bf ever on earth! HAHAHA!
ok i'm just kidding i'm not going to award you
ngek ngek ngek ;)


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went to Lapland tour,
far far north in the Arctic Circle
in mid of December
never thought i was able to do it at the age of 20
where those trip i thought i will only see it on TV
did dog sledging and snow mobiling
saw the most beautiful scenery i ever seen
on the way to Narvik, Norway
bus drove along the fjord and lake!


 picture from dog sledging


 AND GUESS WHAT
I SAW THE AURORA BOREALIS with my naked eyes
awesome much!!!
took this picture with my friend's DSLR
this is a lifetime achievement seriously
is the Northern Lights ehyyyy!!!
beautiful isn't? :)


did volunteer work in Uplands Nation for Christmas



and so life continues
flew to Oslo, Norway
got back 3 days ago
haven even see the picture
extracted one from my camera


love my new boots and outfit
picture taken at Frognerseteren, Oslo
where i almost fell 20 times walking for only half an hour
fun time sliding down the road
because i couldn't even walk and i decided to slide down
than the risk of falling. HAHAHA!


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so here is my current state of life
31.12.11
i'm going crazy because i'm dating
my textbook and lecture notes on New Year eve


exam in 4 days time and i stressing out
hahahahahahaha!


 so Happy 2012! :D




我一个人看世界,
也习惯一个人勇敢。


这是我的故事,
这时20岁的我。



p/s: random fact of me in 2011
1) realised i have spent 70 hours in the flight
(AirAsia, Tiger Airways, Jetstar,
Thai Airways, Norwegian, Qatar Airways)


2) waited in 10 different airports
(LCCT, Melbourne, Sydney, Brisbane, KLIA,
Bangkok, Stockholm, Copenhagen, Doha, Oslo). 


3) sit in the airplane more than car


i'm grateful for everything i have

不富有的我, 没有名牌包包, 衣服和鞋子,
但生活从来没有担心过, 不愁吃喝, 不忧穿,
还有许多一些人一生都没有的机会和经历.

最重要的我拥有时时刻刻为遮风挡雨的家人和男友。
人要往上爬, 每个人都要达到更高的生活水准和目标,

但人也需要学会满足与感激。



looking forward to 2012!
time to achieve more!

all the best to myself and everyone!
Happy 2012! ♥


9:10 PMY





Friday, December 2, 2011 ♥
i love my life ♥


那天久违的朋友突然在Facebook找我谈天
谈谈下才知道他明年就要去墨尔本读书了
好替他开心
然而我却看得出他字句里的担忧
就在我想问他怎么了的当时

他说:
“你和你男朋友是怎么办到的啊?
你们还好吗?
你们这么久远距离恋爱,
而且那么远,
时差又那么多。
很难吧?”


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我突然感触
好想好想好想    哭

我在澳洲
他在马来西亚
6,400km
当我就快回来马来西亚
他在英国
17,000km
当他就快要回来马来西亚
我在瑞典
9,400km


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我从来没有分享过
我在这段远距离恋爱里的感受

和朋友谈过以后
突然好感慨



我还记得
当时
在收拾行李时
我忍着泪在心里告诉自己
这一离去
也许我们就是陌生人
也许回来时我们已经不是我们

当我在决定离开的时候
我已决定说服让自己放下你

不想离开的时候
还有束缚


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你离开时
我忍着泪告诉自己别哭
但在你打来的电话里
我还是忍不住哭了好久好久


感觉上
你离开去英国
开始新的生活
会忘了我
那感觉就好像我当初离开时一样
我再一次告诉自己
我们会各自找到自己的幸福


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忽远忽近
忽冷忽热


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我问:
“申请批准了,应该去吗?”

你说:
“我不想你一个人,
我舍不得你,
我希望你在我身边,
但我要你去追求你的梦想,
我会等你。”


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这年来

一个人吃饭
一个人搭车
一个人逛街
一个人看戏
一个人买东西

一个人吃饭
一个人驾车
一个人逛街
一个人看戏
一个人买东西



我一个人走在路上
没有你陪
每次我都走得很快
因为天气很冷
每次看到一对对情侣时
我都会放慢脚步
然后忍不住多看两眼
想着他们好幸福
想着他们的故事
好羡慕他们可以在各自的身边
在那么冷的天气
有多一个人在他们的身旁


再回想
不知我们以前
是否也是这样被一个
和我们没有关系的陌生人羡慕


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上线
第一个想的是
你有上线吗?
你在忙吗?

我等你
你等我


不等了


下次再谈吧


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想听听你的声音
看看你那边几点了
算了
你那边深夜了


想看看你
我明天会把闹钟调早起身


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担心你
睡不好
吃不饱
伤心没人知
寂寞没人陪
累了没有哄


-------------------------------------------------------

这年来

什么都不多
就是多了


寂寞
哭泣
生气
猜疑
争吵
冷战


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你说:
“你不忍心,  可是无法随时让我依赖,
你只能心痛着对我冷漠,
这样我才能学会一个人坚强。”


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远距离恋爱

只有经历过的人
能明白和了解

一点都不简单

信任

包容

忍耐



这是一份坚持


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2:18 AMY





Monday, October 24, 2011 ♥
i love my life ♥




when i walked away
i left my footprints on the sandy beach
when you walked away
you left your footprints in my shattered heart



6:31 AMY





Saturday, October 22, 2011 ♥
i love my life ♥



原来
分手是需要练习的


你说过
没有你
我一个人
也要勇敢


谢谢你
陪我走过人生中的高和低
谢谢你
陪我哭, 陪我笑,
陪我伤心, 陪我开心
在我最需要肩膀时
在我身边
从来没有缺席过


当一切不再一样
我们学习面对
我们的故事停止了
我们不再等于我和你
我们说好的未来实现不了了
现在
没了大家我们各自努力
去完成我们不能一起完成的梦


朋友总是在我们的身上
看见对方

曾经
太年轻
我们捉得太紧

这次
放手了
我们说好不回头



而现在
你不用担心
我真的学会了
一个人     勇敢


给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定







A-Lin - 给我一个理由忘记


雨都停了 这片天灰什么呢
我还记得 你说我们要快乐
深夜里的脚步声 总是刺耳
害怕寂寞 就让狂欢的城市陪我关灯
只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离 是你不在身边 却在我的心里

当我走在 去过的每个地方
总会听到 你那最自由的笑
当我回到 一个人住的地方

最怕看到冬天你最爱穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周围再多人 感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了 心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记 那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃 当时做的决定
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离 是你不在身边 却在我的心里

我找不到理由忘记 大雨里的别离
我找不到理由放弃 我等你的决心
有些爱 越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离 是你不在身边 却在我的心里
我想你



p/s: 有你真好
但失去的我们回不去
下一次相遇
希望我们会走出各自的影子
重新接受下一个拥抱

3:18 PMY





Friday, October 21, 2011 ♥
i love my life ♥



that's all i feel

is never easy

for these years

and now we both have chose this path

while all i feel is hollow

i thought i can handle well

but

because you left

i felt part of me died



i wish the smile remains

i wish we shall meet again


原来
有些习惯是很难改掉的

原来
有些人是很难忘记的

原来
我们
还是回到原点

突然
觉得所有东西都好陌生

路特别的长

路特别的远

路特别的空

这感觉就好像你当时离开我一样
我害怕这感觉


但我知道

这次

会是最后一次

你不会回来了




and
i make my prayers

i wish i have never meet you in my life

and i won't be in such sorrow

to accept the fact that we are gone


and now

teach me how to stop our loves

and bring me to the end

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5:54 PMY





Thursday, October 13, 2011 ♥
i love my life ♥



hej hej
hur gör du?
*how are you doing?*
teeheeeeee ^^
Swedish class is getting harder and harder
but i do enjoy it really much!
loving the language day by day
just like i'm loving this place more and more! :)


instead of posting my happy life here in Sweden
i decided to upload this picture
which i took 10 minutes ago
HAHAHA!



11.45pm: hot chocolate + textbook


i'm actually studying for my exam next week
and here comes this picture
because i'm bored and "mm song" that
i need to study instead of sleeping soundly on my bed


i just find it hilarious when i look at the picture
and my face is so mm song
LOL!


anyway is time to go back to my revision
so stress T.T

hej då
och all jag vill är att sova nu


missing home so much!
counting down for another 23 days
and i will be home for 10 days
*can't wait*


till then
lots of loves from
grace

6:30 AMY





Thursday, September 22, 2011 ♥
i love my life ♥


big hello to all!


missing my face?
hahaha! i'm alive and having happy life! :D
i'm actually blogging because i think my blog is dead



and so i'm currently blogging in my room
in Uppsala, Sweden!

pretty much loving this place day by day
it has been a month since i got here
time flies
looking back how i've applied, prepared,
gone through all the nonsense that no one understand
except me and my friend
HAHA!
long stories cut short
and i'm so glad that
i'm now in the other part of the world
continuing my self-discovering journey
after spending my last half a year in Australia


i'm missing Aussie really much!
people, place and everything
but i know i have to move on
leaving Aussie was really hard for me
and i know there are more waiting for me
i have no other choice but to leave Aussie
anyway i'm sure i will be going back to Aussie real soon
*dear AirAsia, pls do promo to MELBOURNE!*
hehe!


so i've decided to share some photos here!


my and the bf's family
thank you very much!
you guys are the reason i'm strong!



and here i continue my self-discovering journey
the soul searching journey :)



my crazy 16 hours flight
2 and half hours to Bangkok
2 hours transit in Bangkok
and 11 hours from Bangkok to Stockholm




bike as my vehicle
i guess i've got myself a kid bike
HAHAHA!


sunshine and smile


beautiful town of Uppsala


the Scandinavian's biggest cathedral in Uppsala




my jakun face with the apple trees


Skoklosters slott


*i-forgot-the-name* church in Sigtuna


ice cream in Sigtuna


street shot



we call this ball of awesomeness
HAHAHA!
delicious chocolate balls! yummy!


cultural day in Uppsala on 10/9/2011


look at happy faces


drawing, drawing and drawing


I love Sweden! :)


beautiful scenery at Fyris river


night view of the street


staying strong :)



me and niak :)


loving my outfit
picture taken in Stockholm Nation


party :D



the party gang


with my lovely corridor's mates



loving the picture effect


best companion! :)





till then,
i'm missing home.


lots of loves from,
grace :)

11:21 PMY







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- grace lee
- 21
- 09/02/1991
- aquarius


life with visions and missions,
life that full of laughter,
happiness and loves.

always grateful being
embrace with loves and cares
by awesome people around me ♥



SHE WANTS ♥

1) Canon EOS 550D

2) Netbook
<< *thanks streamyx*

3) Ipod Touch
<< *thanks baby* ^^

4) A car

5) Travel around the world






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