smile to me; i'll love u; xD

Happy 2012!

2011-12-31T21:10:00.001+08:00

time flies

is 31/12 again

last day of 2011

reviewed my past achievement this year and

realised i have achieved far more from what i expected

no doubt

all the hard works, worries, stress, plannings and solutions

nobody could ever imagined how far i have gone

and how much effort i have put in to make all these

impossible dreams happened this year

i'm grateful

thank you for my super supportive parents

gave me everything
they could in realising my dreams

thanks a lot! ♥

daddy and mummy even flew with me to Melbourne

just to make sure i settle down well

for once i want to give up for what i'm heading to

dad and mum came up to me

motivated and eradicate all my fear

they said they support me for whatever i'm doing

with all they can

everything will be fine

世事岂能尽如人意

they believes in their little princess! ♥

and so i ended up in Melbourne from Feb - July

spent a semester in Monash Peninsula! :)

my wonderful family in Melbourne - mum's best friend!

thank you for everything!

met the most awesome housemates ever!!!

of course nevertheless Berwick gang! :D

Brighton Beach with love

my partner-in-crime in Frankston from HK!

and i randomly brought these girl
to some dodgy place to see pelicans

HAHAHAHAHA!

thank you for trusting your xiao friend. LOL!

best memory in Beaconfield Ave - Oyster and Wine session

we actually gone so tipsy and crazy LOL!

memorable 7-days girls trip to Sydney!

Brisbane and Gold Coast trip with my besties

down south of Melbourne to Mornington

lavender garden

hot spring in Mornington

*****************************************************

spent half a year of 2011 in Melbourne

with awesome bunch of people

i got back to Malaysia for 5 weeks

with all the hassles complications stress worries and etc

i still enjoyed life back home

which i literally live like a queen!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

awesome bunch of people i cherish a lot

got all these lovely stuff once i got back in my room

bf bought a shirt,
a bottle of Ferrero Rocher (which packaged by himself)

so cute when he actually youtube how to wrap the ribbon

hahaha and one of his formal shirt :)))

clubbing with my brother

yea we are awesome like that
love him so much!!! ♥

popo decided to come to KL from Melaka

cause i will be at home alone

and she decided to accompany and cook for me everyday

till i almost left to Sweden

*****************************************************

with all the effort i have put in
August, 2011

email came, mail came, every documents arrived

i got accepted by oldest university

in northern Europe

Uppsala University, Sweden

after spending my 5 weeks in Malaysia

coming back from Melbourne

and so i packed again

left Malaysia again

this time

to Sweden for another half a year

when the weather is still good that i can wear a spaghetti top

till i have to wear like a bak zhang everyday

picture from my 6th floor room! so beautiful!

nevertheless met many awesome people in my exchange life

had damn a lot of fun as you can see from the picture

HAHAHAHAHA! :D

many of our friends visited Sweden

and of course

my lovely bf decided to fly over the sea from England

just to see me in Sweden
spent a week with him

and i cried like almost flooded Uppsala when he left
thank you for everything my love! ♥

went to Copenhagen and met the famous Little Mermaid

went to my dream rave party
Sensation White, 2011 in Copenhagen

partied with 40,000 people from all over the world

House Music ftw! :D

*****************************************************

booked flight ticket went back to Malaysia again

just to attend my brother's wedding in November

spent the 10 days
happiest moment in 2011

million thanks to parents

i just burned super big hole in their pocket

i didn't even dare to even think about it

so skip that ............

had the most memorable wedding dinner

so happy for my brother and his wife

after 7 years

finally they got married! ♥

family portrait in Melaka wedding dinner

nobody knows how much they love me but me ♥

with the bf's parents in my brother's KL wedding dinner

thank you for spending all of your time

during the 10 days i back to Malaysia

fetching me and keep me accompanied

spent your time with my family during my bro's wedding

must award you with some title like

best bf ever on earth! HAHAHA!

ok i'm just kidding i'm not going to award you

ngek ngek ngek ;)

*****************************************************

went to Lapland tour,

far far north in the Arctic Circle

in mid of December

never thought i was able to do it at the age of 20

where those trip i thought i will only see it on TV

did dog sledging and snow mobiling

saw the most beautiful scenery i ever seen

on the way to Narvik, Norway

bus drove along the fjord and lake!

picture from dog sledging

AND GUESS WHAT

I SAW THE AURORA BOREALIS with my naked eyes

awesome much!!!
took this picture with my friend's DSLR

this is a lifetime achievement seriously

is the Northern Lights ehyyyy!!!

beautiful isn't? :)

did volunteer work in Uplands Nation for Christmas

and so life continues

flew to Oslo, Norway
got back 3 days ago

haven even see the picture
extracted one from my camera

love my new boots and outfit

picture taken at Frognerseteren, Oslo

where i almost fell 20 times walking for only half an hour

fun time sliding down the road

because i couldn't even walk and i decided to slide down

than the risk of falling. HAHAHA!

*****************************************************

so here is my current state of life

31.12.11

i'm going crazy because i'm dating
my textbook and lecture notes on New Year eve

exam in 4 days time and i stressing out

hahahahahahaha!

so Happy 2012! :D

我一个人看世界，
也习惯一个人勇敢。

这是我的故事，
这时20岁的我。

p/s: random fact of me in 2011

1) realised i have spent 70 hours in the flight

(AirAsia, Tiger Airways, Jetstar,
Thai Airways, Norwegian, Qatar Airways)

2) waited in 10 different airports

(LCCT, Melbourne, Sydney, Brisbane, KLIA,
Bangkok, Stockholm, Copenhagen, Doha, Oslo).

3) sit in the airplane more than car

i'm grateful for everything i have

不富有的我，没有名牌包包，衣服和鞋子，

但生活从来没有担心过，不愁吃喝，不忧穿，

还有许多一些人一生都没有的机会和经历.

最重要的我拥有时时刻刻为遮风挡雨的家人和男友。

人要往上爬，每个人都要达到更高的生活水准和目标，

但人也需要学会满足与感激。

looking forward to 2012!

time to achieve more!

all the best to myself and everyone!

Happy 2012! ♥

远距离恋爱

2011-12-02T02:18:00.001+08:00

那天久违的朋友突然在Facebook找我谈天

谈谈下才知道他明年就要去墨尔本读书了

好替他开心

然而我却看得出他字句里的担忧

就在我想问他怎么了的当时

他说：

“你和你男朋友是怎么办到的啊？

你们还好吗？

你们这么久远距离恋爱，

而且那么远，

时差又那么多。

很难吧？”

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我突然感触

好想好想好想哭

我在澳洲

他在马来西亚

6,400km

当我就快回来马来西亚

他在英国

17,000km

当他就快要回来马来西亚

我在瑞典

9,400km

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我从来没有分享过

我在这段远距离恋爱里的感受

和朋友谈过以后

突然好感慨

我还记得

当时

在收拾行李时

我忍着泪在心里告诉自己

这一离去

也许我们就是陌生人

也许回来时我们已经不是我们

当我在决定离开的时候

我已决定说服让自己放下你

不想离开的时候

还有束缚

-------------------------------------------------------

你离开时

我忍着泪告诉自己别哭

但在你打来的电话里

我还是忍不住哭了好久好久

感觉上

你离开去英国

开始新的生活

会忘了我

那感觉就好像我当初离开时一样

我再一次告诉自己

我们会各自找到自己的幸福

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忽远忽近

忽冷忽热

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我问：

“申请批准了，应该去吗？”

你说：

“我不想你一个人，

我舍不得你，

我希望你在我身边，

但我要你去追求你的梦想，

我会等你。”

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这年来

我

一个人吃饭

一个人搭车

一个人逛街

一个人看戏

一个人买东西

你

一个人吃饭

一个人驾车

一个人逛街

一个人看戏

一个人买东西

我一个人走在路上

没有你陪

每次我都走得很快

因为天气很冷

每次看到一对对情侣时

我都会放慢脚步

然后忍不住多看两眼

想着他们好幸福

想着他们的故事

好羡慕他们可以在各自的身边

在那么冷的天气

有多一个人在他们的身旁

再回想

不知我们以前

是否也是这样被一个

和我们没有关系的陌生人羡慕

-------------------------------------------------------

上线

第一个想的是

你有上线吗？

你在忙吗？

我等你

你等我

不等了

下次再谈吧

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想听听你的声音

看看你那边几点了

算了

你那边深夜了

想看看你

我明天会把闹钟调早起身

-------------------------------------------------------

担心你

睡不好

吃不饱

伤心没人知

寂寞没人陪

累了没有哄

-------------------------------------------------------

这年来

什么都不多

就是多了

寂寞

哭泣

生气

猜疑

争吵

冷战

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你说：

“你不忍心，可是无法随时让我依赖，

你只能心痛着对我冷漠，

这样我才能学会一个人坚强。”

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远距离恋爱

只有经历过的人

能明白和了解

一点都不简单

信任

包容

忍耐

这是一份坚持

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the footprints

2011-10-24T06:31:00.002+08:00

when i walked away

i left my footprints on the sandy beach

when you walked away

you left your footprints in my shattered heart

曾经

2011-10-22T15:18:00.000+08:00

原来
分手是需要练习的

你说过
没有你
我一个人
也要勇敢

谢谢你
陪我走过人生中的高和低
谢谢你
陪我哭，陪我笑，
陪我伤心，陪我开心
在我最需要肩膀时
在我身边
从来没有缺席过

当一切不再一样
我们学习面对
我们的故事停止了
我们不再等于我和你
我们说好的未来实现不了了
现在
没了大家我们各自努力
去完成我们不能一起完成的梦

朋友总是在我们的身上
看见对方

曾经
太年轻
我们捉得太紧

这次
放手了
我们说好不回头

而现在
你不用担心
我真的学会了
一个人勇敢

给我一个理由忘记那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃当时做的决定

A-Lin - 给我一个理由忘记

雨都停了这片天灰什么呢
我还记得你说我们要快乐
深夜里的脚步声总是刺耳
害怕寂寞就让狂欢的城市陪我关灯
只是哪怕周围再多人感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃当时做的决定
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离是你不在身边却在我的心里

当我走在去过的每个地方
总会听到你那最自由的笑
当我回到一个人住的地方

最怕看到冬天你最爱穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周围再多人感觉还是一个人
每当我笑了心却狠狠的哭着

给我一个理由忘记那么爱我的你
给我一个理由放弃当时做的决定
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离是你不在身边却在我的心里

我找不到理由忘记大雨里的别离
我找不到理由放弃我等你的决心
有些爱越想抽离却越更清晰
而最痛的距离是你不在身边却在我的心里
我想你

p/s: 有你真好
但失去的我们回不去
下一次相遇
希望我们会走出各自的影子
重新接受下一个拥抱

stopping the love we have made

2011-10-21T17:54:00.001+08:00

that's all i feel

is never easy

for these years

and now we both have chose this path

while all i feel is hollow

i thought i can handle well

but

because you left

i felt part of me died

i wish the smile remains

i wish we shall meet again

原来

有些习惯是很难改掉的

原来

有些人是很难忘记的

原来

我们

还是回到原点

突然

觉得所有东西都好陌生

路特别的长

路特别的远

路特别的空

这感觉就好像你当时离开我一样

我害怕这感觉

但我知道

这次

会是最后一次

你不会回来了

and

i make my prayers

i wish i have never meet you in my life

and i won't be in such sorrow

to accept the fact that we are gone

and now

teach me how to stop our loves

and bring me to the end

*********************************

study night

2011-10-13T06:30:00.002+08:00

hej hej

hur gör du?

*how are you doing?*

teeheeeeee ^^

Swedish class is getting harder and harder

but i do enjoy it really much!

loving the language day by day

just like i'm loving this place more and more! :)

instead of posting my happy life here in Sweden

i decided to upload this picture

which i took 10 minutes ago

HAHAHA!

11.45pm: hot chocolate + textbook

i'm actually studying for my exam next week

and here comes this picture

because i'm bored and "mm song" that

i need to study instead of sleeping soundly on my bed

i just find it hilarious when i look at the picture

and my face is so mm song

LOL!

anyway is time to go back to my revision

so stress T.T

hej då

och all jag vill är att sova nu

missing home so much!

counting down for another 23 days

and i will be home for 10 days

*can't wait*

till then

lots of loves from

grace ♥

self-discovering journey

2011-09-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

big hello to all!

missing my face?

hahaha! i'm alive and having happy life! :D

i'm actually blogging because i think my blog is dead

and so i'm currently blogging in my room

in Uppsala, Sweden!

pretty much loving this place day by day

it has been a month since i got here

time flies

looking back how i've applied, prepared,

gone through all the nonsense that no one understand

except me and my friend

HAHA!

long stories cut short

and i'm so glad that

i'm now in the other part of the world

continuing my self-discovering journey

after spending my last half a year in Australia

i'm missing Aussie really much!

people, place and everything

but i know i have to move on

leaving Aussie was really hard for me

and i know there are more waiting for me

i have no other choice but to leave Aussie

anyway i'm sure i will be going back to Aussie real soon

*dear AirAsia, pls do promo to MELBOURNE!*

hehe!

so i've decided to share some photos here!

my and the bf's family

thank you very much!

you guys are the reason i'm strong!

and here i continue my self-discovering journey

the soul searching journey :)

my crazy 16 hours flight

2 and half hours to Bangkok

2 hours transit in Bangkok

and 11 hours from Bangkok to Stockholm

bike as my vehicle

i guess i've got myself a kid bike

HAHAHA!

sunshine and smile

beautiful town of Uppsala

the Scandinavian's biggest cathedral in Uppsala

my jakun face with the apple trees

Skoklosters slott

*i-forgot-the-name* church in Sigtuna

ice cream in Sigtuna

street shot

we call this ball of awesomeness

HAHAHA!

delicious chocolate balls! yummy!

cultural day in Uppsala on 10/9/2011

look at happy faces

drawing, drawing and drawing

I love Sweden! :)

beautiful scenery at Fyris river

night view of the street

staying strong :)

me and niak :)

loving my outfit

picture taken in Stockholm Nation

party :D

the party gang

with my lovely corridor's mates

loving the picture effect

best companion! :)

till then,
i'm missing home.

lots of loves from,

grace :)

Happy 3rd Year Anniversary

2011-08-28T15:02:00.020+08:00

3 years ago

it was a gloomy day

i remember french fries and 猪肠粉

get into the car

the sky is drizzling

you held my hand and asked

i can clearly remember your "shy" face

and time flies

pangkor's memory

when we are no one to each other

so young :)

Happy
3rd Year
Anniversary!!!
and still counting~~~

the road is still long to go

to achieve our dreams together

but i know i have you with me

i have you piggyback me whenever i'm tired

bully you when we are tired of walking

entertain each others along the path

i'm missing you so so much

i miss your kiss

i miss you watching me doing nonsense

although the sky is dark

we are there to enlighten the darkness

life is colourful

when i have my life with you

till the days we are old

i just wanna lean on you

life is wonderful
to have you just by my side

looking at scenery

looking back at
our memories together

telling grandmother stories and

how wonderful
our life is with each other

thank you for everything

it has been a real tough year for us

Malaysia, Australia, United Kingdom and Sweden

different time zone

life so far apart from each other

thank you is all i want to say

everything you have done

is never easy path for both of us

i cherish every moment
i have with you this 3 years

i love you baby!

lots of loves from,

grace

Happy Birthday to Mummy! my homesick post.

2011-06-01T13:58:00.014+08:00

birthday shout-out to the

greatest mum on earth!

I LOVE YOU MII!

Happy

Birthday!!!

i'm so upset i couldn't be with you this year

to celebrate your birthday

i hope you enjoy your birthday and

i will surely give u a super bear hug with kisses

when i'm back home

*i can't wait to go home*

typing this post

making me feel even more homesick

no worry

i'm going home real soooon! :)

my gorgeous mum! =)

miss dressing up with my mum

thanks for accompanying me all the way to Aussie :)

irreplaceable

i'm the most lucky daughter on earth :)))

thanks for raising up both of us

i miss hugging my mum!!! :(

mummy loves ♥

miss travelling

my hottie mum! :D

miss hanging out with them

my precious

my loves

i miss home

I ♥ YOU

words are never enough to describe
how thankful i'm to have such a great mum
all the supports, cares, advises and loves!

i miss you
and
i will always love you!

Happy Birthday my dearest mum!
and i can't wait to go home!

lots of loves from,
grace ♥

random photos update

2011-05-30T19:01:00.011+08:00

big hello to all

i decided to update before my exam

1 more week to my final

omg no time and i'm so so stress

i'm updating my blog while doing my revision now

LOL :D

just updating some random photos i took recently

not going to say much

so enjoy the photos!

btw Autumn is so beautiful!

i love Autumn ♥

took this outside my place

the autumn dry leaves are so beautiful!

full of these leaves outside my footpath

random photos while waiting for the train

came over to Berwick
for a short stay before exam

i'm currently blogging in Berwick!

HAHAHA!

when i just got to Berwick on Saturday!

fully covered. too cold. hahaha!

in Berwick campus

on the train to Springvale

Vietnamese noodles

love this shot! mel, alice and xin yin =)

me & sufi =)

while waiting for our food

my babes. hearts them much. ♥

another two were missing in action

one in Malaysia one in Clayton

ahhhh can't wait till next month

5 of us can unite and spend our vacation in Melb!

waiting the train to go back with alice babe!

me and xin yin babe. my backbone. =)

love this photo so much!

mel, grace, xin yin, alice =)

i thought i look better with cardigan than trench coat

however someone said i look like "si lai" with cardigan

LOL. gek sei me.

jumpsuit, trench coat, combat boots are ♥

with Berwick gang

i'm so gonna miss them

my babes!

hearts them much!

went to Fountain Gate this afternoon

and had lunch at Grill'd Burger

it was so good!

very niceeeeee! :D

look at my Mighty Melbourne!

*slurrrps*

teeheeeeee on the bus!

love the loose top borrowed from xin yin!

damn comfy and easy to mix and match!

me and the slim xin yin babe =)))

*optic illusion*

LOL!!!

love my outfit today!

getting more and more into country style!

till then and now

i have to go back to my lecture notes!

loves from,

grace ♥

Brighton Beach + Hastings

2011-04-30T19:51:00.024+08:00

big hello to everyone!

i decided to update before i get really busy

with my never ending assignments, test

and the final exam is coming in a month time

went to few beaches in Melb

love the beaches to the max

i find myself really relax walking on the beach

doing nothing just plainly wandering at the beach

love the breeze of the ocean

perfect peace and tranquil place i can ever find

i decided to share some photos here

Brighton Beach

with colourful houses

sunshine, colours and the beach

perfect match!

love this design. simple and nice!

suat wei, mai, mel, me and xin yin =)

loves from Brighton Beach ♥

babes decided to come over to Frankston and

we wanted to go for a short trip to Mornington

but clever me too lazy to find our way there

and so we ended hopping up to
Stony Point Line and head to Hastings

we have no idea

where we were going at that point of time

i just heard my friend said about that place

so i decided to go for an adventurous trip

pity them following me to no where

HAHAHA!

love them to the max

missing them so much right now =(

meet my housemate Esther from Hong Kong

decided to chill at Gloria Jean's before our outing

look at the kacau girl beside me! LOL!

in the train =)

love the spontaneous trip

cause we totally have no idea where we are

and where we are heading to

it was so scary once we got down from the train

because the surroundings were so eerie

nothing except
muddy road and empty factories

*imagine the kidnap scenes settings*

i tell you is exactly the sameeee!

hahahahahahahaheaha!

Hastings =)

creepy empty road

only God knows where we were going

look at our happy faces getting lost

HA HA HA!

ok cut the craps

we got to the pier

and found plenty of pelicans there

it's so so lovely :)

so pictures time!

love Esther's DSLR

is white in color!

this is what they will ask you to do

when they decided to take picture without you

坏人! =.=

on the way to the pier

Hastings Jetty! =)

pelicans and the yachts

someone was processing the fish

and he's so kind to let us try feeding the pelicans

it was so fun!!! :D

spot the fish i throw!

so many of them *excited*

chilling before heading back to Frankston

teeheeee =)

the main purpose of this photo is the Audi Q7 behind

HA HA HA!

model wanna be. failed max. LOL!

hearts them!

dear xin yin and me :)

group picture before we leave

just being random here

waiting for the train

xin yin, me and esther

decided to have dinner at Sophia

so we went to Frankston beach to chill

since the restaurant is located at the beach

love this shot!

random me as usual

photo credit to Esther

relaxing and it becomes an emo picture

absolutely have no idea what is this

thanks to xin yin's idea of posing with the shawl

never forget to cam whore ;)

girls day out! =)

perfect shot with soft focus =)

dinner at Sophia

nice food and nice companions

great outing with all of them

love spending time with my dearies

can't wait for our next trip!

till then,

grace =)

xoxo ♥

beach and me

2011-04-19T13:24:00.002+08:00

beautiful scenery ; lone bystander

i just wanna walk away from the reality

further and further

the world makes me feel small

i just wish to have another sunny day

with a perfect smile on my face

一个人的旅程

2011-04-17T22:15:00.002+08:00

不管

沙滩多美丽

前面的风景

有多漂亮

还是

一个人

一个人走

一个人忍受

一个人面对

我以为还有你

但是

也许

是我太傻

相信我还有你

其实

我什么都没有

还有很遥远的路要走

我以为一路会有你相伴

我以为

我天真的以为

a journey by my own

2011-04-16T03:39:00.003+08:00

helpless

i'm

standing in the snow

alone

trying my best

to solve

to stand still

on every single

little things

i'm facing

all by myself

comforting myself

in every cold nights

that is gonna be a warm day

lying to myself i'm good

doesn't work out all the while

perhaps

i'm just a loner

i deserve to walk all alone

in this lonely journey

all about u & me ♥

2011-03-29T22:22:00.017+08:00

Video credit to the bf!

Thanks and i really appreciate it!

loving it!

From This Moment - Shania Twain

(I do swear that I'll always be there.

I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.

Through weakness and strength,

happiness and sorrow,

for better, for worse,

I will love you with every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun

From this moment you are the one

Right beside you is where I belong

From this moment on

From this moment

I have been blessed

I live only for your happiness

And for your love I'd give my last breath

From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart

Can't wait to live my life with you,

can't wait to start

You and I will never be apart

My dreams came true because of you

From this moment

as long as I live I will love you,

I promise you this

There is nothing I wouldn't give

From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love

And you're the answer to my prayers from up above

All we need is just the two of us

My dreams came true because of you

From this moment

as long as I live I will love you,

I promise you this

There is nothing I wouldn't give

From this moment

I will love you as long as I live

From this moment on

From this moment you are the one

Right beside you is where i belong

From this moment i have been blessed

You are the reason i believe in love

I give my hand to you with all my heart
can't wait to live my life with you,
can't wait to start

♥♥♥♥♥

life in aussie

2011-03-11T13:41:00.010+08:00

finally i have the mood to update my blog

yeayyyy!

ok i actually have quite a lot of time

is just i have the urge to blog

so here i'm blogging in Suat Wei's room

i came over to Clayton because

we are heading to the beach tomorrow!

omg i'm little excited for tomorrow's events

Brighton Beach, Flagstaff for free BBQ

and Moomba Festival!

walking to frankston town

Frankston Pier

i like this picture!

for the sake of taking this shot

i actually suffered from skin allergic

beautiful pier

jump shot

spotted lavender on the way back home

micro shot of it

outing with the university to

Heallesville Sanctuary on 25/2/2011

a bit boring because

most of the animals were sleeping

and i don't get to feed the kangaroo

and i didn't see any wombats

omggggg

whyyyyyyyyyyyy?

luckily i paid $25 instead of $65

if not i will really regret paying for the extra $40

the entranceuary entrancuaau

photo credit to xinyin

omg they are so so so adorable

ya spot one on the left with bunch of fur that's it

LOL :D

so cuteeeee!

if you can spot the koala on the tree? HAHA.

some information on koala

kangaroooooo!

got few more photos but i'm lazy to post

so one kanga photo for you guys

me and the pelicans

poser pelican

while waiting for our Subway lunch!

kick-off party at Seahorse Tavern

which is in my university

on 3/3/2011

we actually allowed to drink in university

nice right! fun fun fun!

i really enjoyed the party

with my friends and the seniors

niak, regina and me

with the seniors

i'm-very-ugly-but-i-still-wanna-post-this-up

LOL

the beaconfield residents

me, regina and some seniors

scottish, malaysian, korean and indonesian

i wanna take pictures at Brighton Beach tomorrow!

woots i heard is very beautiful there!

stay tuned! =)

xoxo

grace ♥

love from Melbourne!

2011-02-21T17:40:00.005+08:00

picture took at St. Kilda Beach =)

Big Hello from Melbourne!

i have been really busy and lazy

that's why i only come to update my blog now

hehe ^^

State Library of Victoria

i have been in Melb for around 10 days

life here is pretty good

i enjoy it really much!

welcoming party at St. Kilda

orientation started

and uni gonna starts in a week time

omg time flies

just a quick update here since i'm lazy to blog

i went to many places

and i was travelling like a tourist

more than a student coming here to study

hahahahahahaha!

when uni starts i should really shop and travel less

ngek ngek ngek!

mummy and me at Flinders Street!

daddy and mummy in Melb! ♥

i'm so bless and happy

because my parents came to Melb with me!

they went back 3 days ago

and i really miss them so much right now =(

i miss my parents

i miss my gor gor

and i miss my bf

so so so muchhhhh! T.T

hope they are doing good

and don't worry me ok?

i'll be fine and i will take good care of myself

love your guys so much ♥♥♥

distance really make me truly understand

how much i love them

till then,

grace ♥

Melaka + Gathering

2011-01-10T14:58:00.011+08:00

hello i'm continuing my Melaka trip post

as i only managed to update my blog once at Melaka

we planned to come back on last Monday

somehow we came back on Tuesday

cause both of us not willing to come back!

hahahahahahahaha!

after going back for so many times

this is the first time we took so many photos

enjoy the photo then!

Portuguese Settlement

sunset

cam whoring while relaxing

gonna do something to my hair

at least trim a bit and colour

i like this picture

empty bridge

hehe ^^

yeayyy! jump shot again

uncle lim

before we leave the place

went to a restaurant at Melaka Raya

Amigo

we walked in because is full house

LOL :D

on the phone with my mummy

they have western/japanese/chinese food

jasmine tea

looks like beer hahahahaha!

we finished everything! hahaha!

Amigo Steak & Grill and also Japanese food

muahahahaha! glow in the dark cover!

the cover bf got me is soooo cute!

oh ya went to dinner + gathering at

Flying Chillies, The Garden

miss them so so much!!!

can't wait to see them again when Jovan is back!

yeay! :D

me and bii

chun yong and his friend

love their smiles

candid

grace & ritchie ♥

deni & william ♥

kit yee & zhi jian ♥

group picture! love them much! ♥

update from Melaka

2011-01-01T22:26:00.017+08:00

Greeting from Melaka!

i took this picture and upload it straight

i'm actually updating my blog

at my grandmum's house

cause i managed to get neighbor's WiFi

so good of him giving me the password

hahahahahaha!

i'm super happy :D

so Happy New Year everyone!

how was your new year eve?

mine was great as i spent my time

with my brother, his gf and also with the bf! ♥

went to Pure Bar

and is super packed with people

and i got back home at 3am with the bf

after eating at McD, Dataran Pahlawan

so here are the photos took in this 2 days

enjoy the photos! =)

just reached Pure Bar

me & brother's gf

group picture

me and my brother

just realised that our eyes

look the same when we smile

hahahahaha :D

lovely! ♥

Bacardi Limon

inside Pure Bar

me and bii ♥

grace =)

the female

took this before heading out to Pure Bar

went to the famous Hainan chicken rice this morning

took photos when queuing up cause i was bored

if you guys going to Melaka

must try this Hainan chicken rice ball yea!

is located opposite the Jonker Street

中华鸡饭粒

highly recommended! =)

queuing up

parents and my grandmum

he is mischievous as usual

i don't know what are they talking about

super tasty rice ball

steam chicken

so kind of them cause

they actually pose for me to take picture

lunch at some dessert's shop

what i do the most whenever i come back to Melaka

is just

eat

and

eat

that's all the pictures i have took so far

btw daddy got me a new luggage

i'm mad in love with my new luggage

hahahaha!

is damn girlish

which i don't think it suits me

oh well

somehow i decided to get this colour

because the other is either black or white

so dull and boring so i chose a bright pink one! =)

28' with 110 litre from Mendoza

side view of it

it has it own cloth to cover the whole luggage

for further protection!

but i didn't take picture with it

daddy actually bought 2 luggages

one is for me one is for the family

muahahahaha! :D

red one is super nice too!

is from Santa Barbara Polo

i'm so happy because both has promotion!

if not my dad wouldn't get that for me

hahahahahahaaha!

pray hard is long lasting then!

till then!

xoxo,

grace =)

happy new year 2011 in advance!

2010-12-30T17:02:00.026+08:00

i realized i have been continuously blogging for few days

thanks to the boredom of staying at home

e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y

since 10th of November

so 2 more days left and there you go 2010

time flies and i'm actually

flashing back what i have did in the this year

while blogging here

grandpa past away

that's the saddest moment in this year

somehow other than that overall

everything is pretty fine this year

happiness still weight more than the sadness

that's a very good thing! =)

i have a confession to made :D

thanks to the parents, brother and the bf

being so supportive in everything

i do all this while

embrace me with your love and care

i truly appreciate their existence in my life

they are the greatest gift from God to me

may God bless all of us

to have a better year ahead!

miscellaneous photos below

since i'm super free

i decided to upload and blog about my recent life

normally i don't do that

cause i think is waste of my time

to tell the whole world what i have done

LOL!

and yea right i'm wasting my time now

muahahahahaha!

say hi to my new pink cover for the phone

this freaking plastic cost me RM 22

super high margin

miscellaneous photos from alice's bday party

make up in process

i like being natural

no make up no clean up

get home, wash up and i can sleep

somehow i still have to make up occasionally

oh ya i get a puzzle for my family too!

it's actually the pressie for

my parents 28th years anniversary

mum decided to sit and wait us do the puzzle

almost done

tadaaaaaa :D

nice? i love it!

i thought of displaying it at home and

my dad eventually took to his office the next morning

hahahahahaha!

was playing with cousin's new GPS

Garmin and i'm unsure of the model

went up to Look Out Point again

with mummy, cousins and the bf

impressively night mode ^^

with flash is nice too!

i think is ugly yet i wanna upload it here

hahahaha!

cousins and mummy =)

is weird to change the mode to night + portrait

everyone skin colour looks faded

LOL

micro shot

sunset while bf driving me back home

parents and their friends

love listen to their conversation

inspiring much! :)

ritchie lim

we were online, play games,

while listen to their conversation

the mango juice guy

hahahahaha!

love him because he doesn't like alcohol

means i can get drunk anytime anywhere

just kidding excessive alcohol is bad for health

so yea muahahahahahaha!

me and my Hoegaarden

teeheeee ^^

dad's colleague christmas party

me and mummy ♥

mummy looks great! love her so much!

i changed to Macallan Scotch after one sip of this wine

this wine is too sour guess someone

stored in refrigerator before serving out

was wake by this guy early in this morning

ask me out for Bak Kut Teh in Klang with his family

morning face

me and his mummy

empty empty empty

i wanna snap some photos before we eat

and yes i forgot when the food is served again

my contribution! LOL!

so yea are u tired of my photos post?

ok i'm done with my post!

haha! :D

Happy New Year 2011!

may everyone have a bless year ahead!

loves from,

grace ♥

谢安琪 - 脆弱

2010-12-29T15:57:00.005+08:00

谢安琪 - 脆弱
作曲:方大同填词:李焯雄

我脆弱像泡沫因泡沫被戳破
我陷落像漩涡的漩涡
将随等候着不断在剥落
有个我被吞没

我脆弱像薄膜挤薄膜捆压破
自信过像贝壳被碾过
我还能相信些什麽
但承诺和温柔都被挥霍
剩我一个人一个人执着又算什麽

那麽为什麽是我我真的脆弱
记忆丢失后由西边逃走
为什麽我不觉得快乐也不觉得难过
为什麽而活爱又算什麽
好多假动作我们都寂寞

我脆弱像粉末吹粉末在散落
我爱过但寂寞
更饱和我还能相信些什麽
但承诺和温柔都被挥霍
剩我一个人一个人执着又算什麽

那麽为什麽是我我真的脆弱
记忆丢失透由西边逃走
为什麽我不觉得快乐也不觉得难过
为什麽而活爱又算什麽
好多假动作我们都寂寞

是否一错过最好的下一个那会不会
你错过我各自生活被放错了角落
为何总是觉得有点不妥
不知道缺少了些什麽
花自开又自落

为什麽是我我真的脆弱
命运丢失后由西边逃走
为什麽我没有想什麽

就算有人爱我太少人懂我寂寞
等回落

happy 2 tahun 4 bulan

2010-12-28T04:12:00.014+08:00

hello

it's 4.20am right now

and i'm still awake

hahahahaha!

just some short random post here

i found this picture in the bf's phone

and i forgot when i took this! LOL!

uploaded the photo here since

i have no recent photo or stuff to update

eh it's 28th! ^^

*ignore my super round fat face*

i bet you guys fail to ignore

got cha u look into the photo again right?

LOL! xD

by the way

happy

2 years & 4th month

bii ♥

happy birthday alice!

2010-12-24T01:33:00.014+08:00

i was about to blog around 1.54am yesterday

cause i have the sudden urge to blog

but then i was too tired

after i uploaded the photos

and so eventually i off to bed

hahahaha!

i was too bored and don't know what to blog

so i decided to blog about alice's birthday

and some random stuff

suat yi, suat wei, xin yin and me =)

us and the birthday girl

happy birthday alice seah!

ritchie, alice and grace

me and xinyin babe

me and bii

cam whore before the party starts

me and the birthday girl

hehe

love them to the max

without you guys

i wonder how my uni life will be

loves

hearts them so much ♥

super failed emo pic. LOL :D

nice food prepared by Alice's mum

me and ritchie while eating

monash gang :D

below photos are those random ones

took in the December

oh it's Christmas eve today!

Merry Christmas in advance

may everyone have a bless Christmas!

♥♥♥

Pavilion Christmas decoration

chilling time

hehe failed artistic picture

love my new purse so much

is my Christmas pressie from the bf

took this when buying cake

camwhore with xin yin

grace :)

random camwhore pic of me and the bf

hehe ^^

my dearies

he thinks he's cute

LOL

camwhore using xinyin's iPod

haha damn ugly

like this!

teeheee ^^

happy birthday to all my dearies

2010-12-20T14:37:00.019+08:00

big hello to all

i neglected my blog for too long

so i'm here for a longer post

and another post in queue

hehe ;)

so basically i'm going to blog about

the birthday celebrations held in this month

1st one is for

Ritchie, Xin Yin & Pei Chee

we celebrated 3 birthdays together

since they are very close to each other

Ritchie on 4/12

Xin Yin on 5/12

and

Pei Chee belated one on 27/11

we went to Fitou, Desa Park City

for a simple birthday dinner

had so much fun as usual!

not going to say much about it

enjoy the photos! =)

Happy Birthday!

make a wish

xinyin, ritchie and peichee

me and the bf

i'm so gonna miss you guys when we are apart

thank God i have all of you in my uni life

appreciate much! loves

with their pressie from all of us

loves

haha no comment don't know what pose

hearts them a lot

pei chee so hyper hahaha!

Desa Park City Christmas decoration

me, xin yin, alice and pei chee

too bad suat wei went home

when we took this picture

on the exact date of the bf's birthday

we had nothing much to do

so we went back to Ole Ole Bali

in Solaris, Mont Kiara

if you realised

we were there exactly a year ago

when we celebrated his 21st birthday

and we even sat back on the same table =.=

cause the whole place was full hahahahaha!

LOL!

we were too lazy to think where to go

so went back to the same restaurant

wanted to go back to the Chocolate fondue shop

too bad is under renovation

nothing much since i didn't plan anything for him

had our food and crap for don't know how long

then we went home

happy birthday baby!

wish you all the best in life

and thanks for everything!

i love you!

innocent face

don't act please

cause you are not

hahahahahahahaha!

love the atmosphere there

is very comfortable and relax

this is caramel banana or something

too bored

camwhore time

before we leave the place

as usual

he has 3 birthday celebrations

and i don't know why

HAHA!

the next day we celebrated with the family

my family went over to his place

his mum cooked for us

love his mum thai style cooking!

me and my mummy with the food

someone said something funny

oh that shirt is my pressie for his 20th birthday

he wore this on his 21st birthday and this year too

teeheeeee ^^

his family

my family

me and bii

i don't know when was this

guess is after the birthday dinner with friends

i got a puzzle of us for the bf

as his 22nd birthday present

so two of us did it together

we used around half an hour

to get the whole puzzle done and put it into the frame

make so much fun on each other

when doing the puzzle thing! HAHAHAHAHA!

thanks babe Xin Yin for taking pictures for us

getting started

ignore my round face

spot which teeth is mine HAHAHA!

half way done

in the process

almost done

yeayyyy! finally done!

adjusting the frame

♥♥♥

i personally love this photo

loves ♥

fyi i miss my long hair whenever i see this puzzle

hahaha!

is about our dreams

2010-11-15T02:10:00.014+08:00

i had done my exam last Wednesday

everything was okay

now pray hard i can have good results!

and now say Hi to my 3 months ++ holidays!

many things happen these days

and i was too busy to update my blog

and i wonder who still comes to this blog

hahaha! :D

anyhow i'm glad that everything

is going pretty fine now

wish everything will go smoothly after all

all the best! =)

is about our dreams

it was never easy

i'm sorry being selfish

i want the best for both of us

i thought i was right

i made the best choice for both of us

after all i was not

it was just a step away

for everything that happened

thank you for sayang me as usual

4 5683 968 ♥

final exam around the corner

2010-10-11T23:00:00.006+08:00

final exam will be in 3 weeks time

going to start Gaga Fighting from tomorrow onwards!

all the best!!!

and will update after the exam then!

天涯海角

2010-10-02T01:54:00.006+08:00

醒来后只是梦境
才发现身边没你
原来最残忍的是想象力
醒来后清楚听见
寂寞在耳边叹息
寻觅安抚我的声音

没有你我的世界失去了色彩
没有你我对生命失去了期待
没有你我宁愿永远沉睡不要醒来

我愿意走过天涯飞过海角
只要能够守候在你身边

我愿意用这辈子让你相信
这就是唯一幸福结局

拉开紧闭的窗帘
以为能暂时抽离
阳光却让失落更清晰
我想要夺门而去
彷佛再多等一秒钟就会来不及

醒来以后我身边没你
最残忍的是想象力
清楚听见寂寞在叹息
寻觅安抚的声音
这就是唯一幸福的结局
幸福的结局

天涯海角 by 王力宏